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Friday, 05 June 2009

  • You know, for every "something"(positive) that happens in my life, I get this fuzzy yet sad feeling. Sad because it's over and you will never know if such positive things are about to happen again in the near future. I mean, you can't predict what's about to happen.

    But you know how much year 2008/09 have been a blast? Changing me in every possible way. And yeh, in a way or another, I love it. Why am I even blogging about this? Because one of the important things I have experienced, have finally came to an end today. The awards ceremony for the software category. I mean, no awards for our team, but in a way or another, I realized the rewards are not the usual trophy or anything. It's more than that. Oh well, perhaps I wouldn't mind going to Cairo even though there are cases of Swine Flu! I want to complete all the Wonders of the World! But, back to the point, as long as I gained something along the journey, it's great.

    Times and times again, I find that memories are nothing but a bother. Because it just reminds us that the good things are over. Afterall, we can't predict the future. And thinking back on the happy past can be a tad too painful right? Don't ask me why! It's weird, but thinking back on the sad stuffs experienced actually makes me laugh! See! Memories are weird! Sad things makes you happier but the happy things make you sadder! Perhaps it's this kind of feeling/mentality that makes me hate to do anything. I just want minimal contact, therefore minimal sweet memories. But it's now that I realize, how much these sweet memories motivates me. Today's award ceremony... I think it's quite important to give me that tad bit of motivation for me, to really move and get something done! Don't ask me why. Perhaps because it's the disappointment that comes with the experience? And I realized how much this disappointment don't kill me. And somehow, found the joy in things now.

    Interesting feeling I tell you! Can't really place these feelings into words!

Saturday, 04 October 2008

Friday, 03 October 2008

  • My Destiny number is 4

    4 (4, 13/4, 22/4, 31/4, 40/4)

    The number 4 Destiny suggests that the direction of growth in your lifetime will be toward a greater sense of order, service, and management skills. As you develop, you must adopt an approach that is more practical, down-to-earth, and thorough. You must be willing to work those long, hard hours to push a project through to completion.

    A increase in your patience with detail allows you to become expert in fields such as building, engineering, and all forms of craftsmanship. You may accumulate abilities to write and teach, leaning toward the more technical and detailed. In the arts, music will likely be your choice. Artistic talents may also appear in such fields as horticulture and floral arrangement. Many skilled physicians and especially surgeons have the 4 Destiny. Indeed, you may enjoy success in any number of professions in which planning, organization, regulation, and dogged follow through are valued.

    All with Destiny 4, and especially the master number 22/4, are potentially equipped to handle large scale undertakings in the material world. Often the reference to "master builder" is used in with regard to the 22/4, however, this trait is a potentiality in every 4, and does frequently occur.

    The Destiny 4 produces a very moral character and you must choose your friends from those living up to your high standards. It will be difficult to hide your disappointment in those who fail to meet this ideal. You will be happiest mixing with associates and friends who are, like yourself, practical, moral, and doing good works for others.

    The negative side of 4 often produces dominant and bossy individuals. If there is too much 4 energies present in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes of the number 4. The obligations that you face may tend to create frustration and feelings of limitation or restriction. All 4s, and particularly the 22/4 may accentuate unorthodox methods to the point of eccentricity. This negative manifestation of the 4 Destiny can also be very dominating and overbearing. Avoid becoming too rigid, stubborn, dogmatic, and fixed in your opinions. You may have a tendency to develop and hold very strong likes and dislikes, and some of these may border on the classification of prejudice.

    Found the above from the web. =D I am no. 4!

    I just cried and laugh at the same time.

Monday, 29 September 2008

  • I watched the F1 race at home last night. Well, I was just wondering, why would people send so much money to watch the cars go by! And it's like they move at such high speed! Now I know why. We all wish to see something cock up. Or is it just me?

    =X But poor Massa! Made the race so heart-wrenching! But if I was the one racing AND leading, and my construction members decided to cockup, I would be so pissed! Yes, I would throw whatever I have on my hands! I mean, LEADING to LAST with a damaged car! And there's like so many malu incident last night lor! But exciting! At first during the trial run, I was like "what the heck are they doing? SO SLOW". Because I have heard about HOW FAST the cars are. But in actual fact, THEY ARE fast! Just a lil disappointing at first with the bends and all. Because they are so slow with the bends! I know about the possibility of skidding/sliding/flipping and all. But I mean, EXCITMENT please! =X But it's nice! It's how interesting that this isn't a one-man game! It's like the construction man and all the other factors! And the darn safety car too!

    But it sure was nice! I wonder what it feels like to be inside! =D

    But I hate the tracks! =X But the racers are cool! =D Heh heh.
    Oh ya, I am left with like less than 2 weeks to go Beijing for my second half of FYP. Pretty nervous actually! I have never been so far away from home and so long too! Scary! And will it be cold? Will it be not cold?
    Will it be dry? So many questions! So little answers!

    And you know, I have somehow gain enlightenment! Shall not talk about it though I am still a lil angry over certain stuffs but you know, they happened like months back! So why bother right! =D I feel lighter(*obvious not in the physical weight lar, or I will be darn happy about it*). =D


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